2018 Personal Mantra

In the last year planetary energy (specifically the Leo/Aquarius Nodal change and eclipses and the end of my Saturn return), combined with my personal pursuit of internal peace through shadow work, emotional growth through release, and spiritual study and evolution has provided me with some eye-opening, game changing, and ultimately necessary truths.  The insights I’ve come into continually increase both in depth and value, while ultimately putting into perspective those blind spots in my experience that keep me from evolving beyond them.  Personal will and action, self worth, discernment and effective assertive communication repeatedly have come up as issues w/which I must … Continue reading 2018 Personal Mantra

Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

After writing about LOML, I feel kind of melancholy realizing I’m capable of the love I was given by him in my own way, but unable to express it to the one person most deserving of receiving that from me. I know now that my expectations of this person being “the one” create the feeling of loss I’d spent so much time lingering in. The lesson really was to learn my own capacity to love and the need to accept in equal measure what I know I am able to give. I’m more than thankful to his influence because I … Continue reading Worthiness & Purpose Pursuit

Chance Meetings & Synchronicity

I am so ecstatic about all the connections I’m making within the healing, the lessons the confidence and renewed vigor for deep diving into myself! I am embracing through experience the connectivity… oneness of the universe (I know it sounds corny to some but really) of all living things and my optimism and openness are increasing exponentially as a result. Yesterday, I went to the bookstore and was trying to connect to the wifi which wasn’t working. So I gave up and proceeded to look into a sequel to a fantasy novel I’d been looking for. Eventually I got bored … Continue reading Chance Meetings & Synchronicity

New Moon in Leo 7/22-23: What is Abundance to Me?

“The greatest discovery of all time is that a person can change his future by merely changing his attitude.” – Oprah Winfrey An abundant life is one that is balanced, where holistic healing and abundance is present. That means stability in all major areas of life. As this is my birthday season and a double new moon, I feel my power to create my desired lifestyle by setting my intentions and taking small, consistent steps will allow me to heal and manifest in a way fitting of my potential. So here are my goals for this Solar Return year… Financial … Continue reading New Moon in Leo 7/22-23: What is Abundance to Me?

Warning… I’m about to vomit…

…a series of shadow work journaling and stream of conscious (SOC) posts that I’ve neglected to edit/publish from the past 6 months or so. I’m not sure how many of my followers follow my personal journey and how many follow for the astrological and poetry content so I just thought I’d warn ya so you can ignore if disinterested. I’ve come into a few epiphanies is this inner healing/outer manifesting/accountability journey now that I’ve willfully decided to move out of the internalized limits I’d allowed to permeate my entire life. I want to share my lessons, but also to give … Continue reading Warning… I’m about to vomit…

Selfhood & the Pursuit of Happiness

Ev’ryday, I grow like vines wild, always stretching past limitation.   I’ve been actively reflecting writing daily, and studying myself, others, connections and separations and upon review, I have to say I’m proud of who I’m slowly becoming because I’m more conscious and therefore in control of that becoming.  I’m practicing the art of self-awareness, self-control, and self-creating. I know that clarity re: my identity internally and externally determines the heights to which I soar creatively and in the material realm. I am really manifesting myself at this time, and trying to remain optimistic about the potential to reflect that … Continue reading Selfhood & the Pursuit of Happiness

‘Rolling in the Deep’

So a ‘friend’ essentially stopped talking out of the blue without an explanation after being kind of testy beforehand.  I asked for an explanation repeatedly and was ignored and when the person finally decided they wanted to communicate, addressing the maltreatment wasn’t on their agenda. So now, there is no communication. Frankly, I don’t expect this sort of maladaptive response to processing his emotions is going to change nor do I expect that this person will accept responsibility for the way this affects others, so I’m cool with not talking.  Some people prefer people who disregard them until thaat’s no … Continue reading ‘Rolling in the Deep’